A Letter 2 My Peas

Alijah Shayne & Aaliyah Kristine, It's so crazy to think that today is your due date. Although, I am sure that you would have been here long before now, I will take today and of course your angelversary to remember you. Even though we did not get to spend much time together, the time we did spend together was most definitely cherished. It's crazy how much I have missed my horrible back pain, nausea, etc since you have been gone. I want to clear something up for you both! I do not ever what you to think that Mommy and Daddy did not want you guys! We were delighted when we found out I was pregnant. The news of having twins hit Daddy kind of hard and it scared him, but as we all 4 know, Daddy made the decision quickly to be in our lives! He loves you too! :) I often wonder how you both look... Do you resemble Mommy or Daddy? Aaliyah, I'm sure you're looking just like your Daddy! Hopefully, you have a little something from me! Would you have been extremely smaller than your brother? Would you love PINK, skirts, dresses, just being a girly-girl, like your Mommy? Alijah, you probably look like your Daddy as well! Such dominate features he has! :/ But, that's ok! Would you look like your older brothers? Bad boy type, like your Daddy? Wrestling, like both sides of the family? I wish I could express the amount of questions and LOVE that I have for you! Happy Would-Be Birthday, my Two Peas!!! Give your BIG sister, Heaven Lee hugs and kisses from Mommy! Most importantly, remember that Daddy and I love you very much, talk about you all of the time, and you keep you in our thoughts/prayers! Until Next Time... Love Always, Mommy

Blogging Plan?!

Well, Shane has been back to work for a week now. I miss him so much throughout the week since we only get to see one another for an hour or so! It sucks, but getting our lives together is important for both of us. He has final pre-trial for the case we caught in December, on Friday! Wish him tons and tons of luck! I want my baby at home with me... noooooo prison time, please?! I have been extremely busy with school! I can not believe that I am 6 weeks into my first block of classes, only 3 more to go until they are completed! I am doing pretty decent... I have a 94% in Personal Finance and a 75% in University Studies... I know the latter of the two isn't so great. I accidently sent my assignment in for the wrong week which inititally made my grade a 62% so it has taken a little bit of time for me to get that grade back up. I think that in the long run it has not only taught me to pay attention when submitting assignments, but I think that I will value my grades more. The struggle of getting it back up is sooooo much work! :/ I should have my new phone here within the next week or so! I miss it so much! But I have learned to live without it! GO ME! Honestly, if it wasn't for school I probably wouldn't even get a new phone! I like the silence! :) So, here's my idea for blogging... I will attempt to blog EVERY MONDAY! I mean there is no excuse that I haven't been! I am on the computer 4 days a week for school... Pathetic I know, but I will try, try, try!!!!!!!