So I've started these classes to help me with my "Bipolar" and quite possibly "Borderline Personality Disorder"! The thought of having more personality issues really gets to me! Dialectical behavior therapy (DBT) is for people who have borderline personality disorder and so far in this workbook, it's describing me PERFECTLY! I mean at least I'm getting answers as to why I am the way that I am! Right now I'm learning to be mindful! HA this is so hard! I'm so used to living in the past and the future, I really don't know how to live in the "NOW"! I am REALLY hoping that when this is all said and done I will have learned how to be a better me! Only this is going to take about a year to complete! I'm more than confidant that I can do this though!
On another note! I don't even have heavenleememories.com open yet and I sold my first TUTU! Heck yes! I'm so excited!!!
8/8/10 marked a year since I conceived Heaven Lee! Jeez time has flew by... it's crazy to think that I would have a 3 month old right now! But I am truly blessed to have had this experience as I want to better myself as her mother! I know that she is looking down on me, proud that I am trying as hard as I am. Although Brian and I aren't together I am so thankful that he offered me support throughout the hard times that I have had and I know that we have ONE BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTER!!!!
